5 years caught in this web, and almost didn’t make it out. I knew 3 years in once I put the puzzle together I was in an abuse cycle that was getting worse by the week and it took two more years to get out clean. She made sure I was never without her, separated me from my friends and family and shattered my psyche piece by piece.
It wasn’t until I was called out of the country for work over four years in for three weeks (when I was finally alone) that I realized I don’t even recognize myself anymore, and went through horrible physical withdrawal symptoms the first week I was away from her, like a heroin addict going through detox. It still took months before I could finally break clean, and I was left shattered with C-PTSD I am still healing from almost two years later. I will never be the same again and my trust is forever broken. I am going through the painful process of forgiving myself, but the damage is done. The worst part is I loved her two kids like my own and she made sure she poisoned me to them so I couldn’t have any relationship with them without her control. I had to go full no contact and will never reengage with that demon again.
For all the others suffering in silence, I see you…and you are truly not alone. ❤️
Yep,saw an article not too long about this and was shocked that I had fallen into the trap ......the worst thing I find is the absolute LACK of empathy for others......ITS NOT THERE!....they will stand there and watch you struggle with something and NEVER offer to help,........an incomplete human that could fix itself however,sees no issue with itself(while everybody else is a failure)and keeps rolling....
I’d love to read and cite this 5-year study with 2,300 sample size. Where can I find your published research? Would you post a 🔗?
Thanks Maria for the comment. I will post all the data in coming posts, most probably on weekend, I will mention you in post or in comments. 🙏🙏
Mr. Fahim, there’s no need to mention me. I’m very interested in your research for a piece I hope to publish in the next 5 to 10 days.
So glad the work you’re doing is seeing the light of day. It’s important.
5 years caught in this web, and almost didn’t make it out. I knew 3 years in once I put the puzzle together I was in an abuse cycle that was getting worse by the week and it took two more years to get out clean. She made sure I was never without her, separated me from my friends and family and shattered my psyche piece by piece.
It wasn’t until I was called out of the country for work over four years in for three weeks (when I was finally alone) that I realized I don’t even recognize myself anymore, and went through horrible physical withdrawal symptoms the first week I was away from her, like a heroin addict going through detox. It still took months before I could finally break clean, and I was left shattered with C-PTSD I am still healing from almost two years later. I will never be the same again and my trust is forever broken. I am going through the painful process of forgiving myself, but the damage is done. The worst part is I loved her two kids like my own and she made sure she poisoned me to them so I couldn’t have any relationship with them without her control. I had to go full no contact and will never reengage with that demon again.
For all the others suffering in silence, I see you…and you are truly not alone. ❤️
Yep,saw an article not too long about this and was shocked that I had fallen into the trap ......the worst thing I find is the absolute LACK of empathy for others......ITS NOT THERE!....they will stand there and watch you struggle with something and NEVER offer to help,........an incomplete human that could fix itself however,sees no issue with itself(while everybody else is a failure)and keeps rolling....